boring n meaningful life.................

it's such a boring life if u hav nothing meaningful in ur life,u noe?well,i felt tat my life r not meaningful .wat r very meaningful in my life r my 'kai family','kai brothers' in korea....my frenz,music n my fav. animals.without them,my life r meaningless.i hate me biological family damn much.they r nothing 2 me even they hav the same blood with me in my blood vein.sometimes,i felt like i wanna kill myself...........anyway,i still hav my meaningful things in my life so i won't do anything 2 kecewakan they all.............luv ya all...........^^